“Anger is a secondary emotion to hurt, stress and fear,” he said about his former self. “It’s like a wounded dog. If you touch it, it will snap at you and bite you to protect itself because it’s hurting. It’s the same thing with people.”
Much has changed in his life since then. A mere three years ago, Taylor was living in a re-entry facility in the Tenderloin district of San Francisco where residents were required to take a Breathalyzer test, remove their shoes for a contraband check and pass through a metal detector at the door. Today, Taylor lives in his own subsidized one-bedroom apartment in one of the Bay Area’s most coveted and affluent communities — Tiburon. “Man, you can’t beat that,” he said.
Nevertheless, the challenges he faces as a formerly incarcerated Black man continue to be formidable. Taylor has held a variety of jobs over the past few years, most recently working in a shelter-in-place motel for formerly homeless people run by Catholic Charities.
He enjoyed “helping people change their lives,” having experienced similar obstacles, he said. When the nonprofit’s contract with the state expired, Taylor was disappointed to learn he was suddenly out of a job. To make ends meet, he is now working for minimum wage at a grocery store.
The symbolism of marathons isn’t lost on him. “Running is humbling,” he said. “Sometimes you have to start from the back, just like I’m doing now with minimum wage. It’s like trying to go up that hill after 18-plus miles — sometimes you can get cramps and stuff like that. That’s like being rejected from a job you want because they asked for fingerprints.”