I’m in the hunt for something, so I don’t know how much I look at the outside while I’m doing what I do. I just know that since I was a kid, I can’t remember when I wasn’t favored to do well. And so I think I’ve grown with the pressure and in some ways I’ve been able to see it in a different light. Where if I’m in commercials or I’m on a billboard, or I see myself all the time on TV — hey, this is the hype building up, interviews and these things coming my way. I just kind of feel like, Oh wow, like, you know, people are supporting me, they’re backing me. They think I can do it. I think I can do it. This is great.
Like most top snowboarders, you’ve had serious injuries. How do you come back after one?
There is definitely a huge hurdle that you have to clear. And it’s all fear of that trick. You have to convince yourself that it’s going to be OK. Which is hard because the last time you tried it, you were pretty sure it was going to be OK. And it didn’t work out that way.
There’s definitely this lingering fear that you have to overcome. And you have to kind of like, I don’t know, like — did a dog bite you once? And does that mean you don’t go near dogs anymore? Some people, that happens. It’s a level of fear of like, can I trust this animal? Will they be friendly this time? Or are they going to have a little attitude?
But you slowly get over it, and it doesn’t just happen overnight. When things do go wrong, I’ve learned this very simple, valuable lesson of what not to do. And so when I come back, I’ve made new calculations and adjustments in my head of what has to happen for it to be successful. I very well know what not to do, in the back of my mind, of what happened before. So I’m not really starting over. I’m starting from experience. And you know that that can be a very powerful thing.